Me, Myself and I

td tengah delete2 file yg tak penting..skali adela notepad yg bertajuk story..aku bukak2..rupenye cite psl dolu2..tak smpt post..lame giler dah..guwe type masa lepak kat ampang lg..maka aku post jekla arini..

Pd suatu hari semasa tgh melepakkan diri..temenung2..berangan2, tibe2 teringat zaman uniten(mcmla zaman dolu2 sgt..kekke)…miss those moment…rase cam nak rewind balek..tp konpem takleh dah kan…

one time tu…kitorang(aku..ecah..intan dan faiz) kuar g mane tah..pastu lewat gak aa br balek..lewat2 pun sblm kol 12 gak aa…masa tu sume diwajibkan join aktiviti kat apartment(Ilmu namenye) dlm uniten(kitorang tau tp wat2 tatau)…lupe lak aktivitas ape..so disbbkan takmau org nampak kitorang balek lmbt, maka mulela aksi memanjat bukit yg agak curam(aku ingat lg masa ni ade intan, dia ngan smgtnye ckp kat aku "ko boleh nana..boleh" smbl menghulurkan tgn dia dgn jayanye..ahaaha..ye ar cam tinggi siut bukit tu..aku tak konpiden..alhamdulillah..akhirnye aku berjaya gak..hehe..lepas jek memanjat bukit…kami berlari2…pastu semunyi kat pokok blkg tangga sbb nampak org lalu..tertunduk-tunduk kami…punyela takut..dup dap dup dap …padahal bile pk2 balek…kannye sape2 leh watpe sgt pun..ala..stakat ponteng jek kan..

pastu nak dijadikan cerita..dah smpi dlm apartment pun takut2 lgi…siap tutup lampu…lepak kat bilek intan ngan faiz..pastu ade org ketuk2 pintu…sume pakat semunyi..ade yg kat almari…kat blkg pintu…jantung aku pun cam nak tekuar sbb punyela takut..hahaha..padahal kan da kunci pintu kat luar tu..giler betulla…skali member bdk2 ni yg ketuk rupe2nye..
ampes…tu ar…wat salah lagi…sape suruh..tmbh2 lg aku..plg susah nak wat jht sbb musti nak terkantoi..tataula kenape

dlm byk2 cite..aku taleh lupe aa citer terkunci kat tangga ngan faiz…smgt sgt nak survey kelas sehari sblm start kelas..(bdk first year la katekan)..ahad lak tu..mane de owang…aku ngan faiz jln2 dlm building coe..tah camne aku tak ingat..masa nak balek stuck kat tangga…pintu kat tangga tu tertutup pastu terkunci..sume tingkat kunci(ade 3 tingkat jek). ape lg ..gelabah aaa…kalau stuck ngan nick carter takpe gaks aaa kan :P..(time tu guwe fanatik bekstrit boi alrite!!)…pastu ketuk pintu cam nak patah tgn…takde sape dgr pun…siap dgn jerit "tolong! tolong!"(faizla…ahahahahahah)..tp masa tu aku takdela gelak camni..sbb aku pun kalut..cuaks…

kat tangga tingkat 1 tu cam ade tingkap…muatla utk kitorang…tp giler keh nak lompat…tinggi tu…aku dahler gayat..faiz ade ati nak lompat…pastu aku ckp kat dia…"ko lompat…mintak pertolongan." (siut kan..kannye nak susah senang bersama..lompatla skali kan spatutnye..ahahah)..dahla ayat giler skema..tp masa ni aku mmg serius tanak lompat..hahaha..patah kaki naya..tp dia pun tak jd lompat…so last2 kitorang dgn sekuat hatinye ………

"TOLONG!!! TOLONG!!!"
ngan ketuk pintu cam nak reban…

lame gaks aaaaa…skali ade org bukak pintuuuuu…lega giler…org yg selamatkan kitorang tuuuu bape kali ckp "nasib baik sy lalu sini..ahad mana ade org"….eksen lak dia…hero la konon..hahahah..papepun kitorang mmg berterima kasih kat dia…malu la plaks kan lps tu… aku ngan faiz skang kalo teringat jek cite ni.gelak giler2….ade ke nak terjun tingkap..ngehh..pastu muke sorang2 time tu cam alahai..

inilah dia..tatkala maseh skema…mcm2 hal..

happy banget guwe arinih…muahahahah…tp tamaula nmpk hepi sgt..nnt org kate giler plak.. so sengih sorang2…2 things really2 make my day today..

pg td on da way nak g spital ade dgr satu lagu nih kat radio..mcm best jek..by alicia keys

Like You’ll Never See Me Again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Taken from the bulletin post - Johanna Paula

One of the most painful things we have
to do in our lives is Letting Go.

Sometimes it is Letting Go of
things…material things which mean a
lot to us, even if only sentimental
value.

It may mean Letting Go of feelings.
When we hold sadness inside, and try
to mask it with only a show of
happiness, it is better to let it go,
to feel the sadness so it washes
through us. A good cry can be
cleansing.

Sometimes, we have to let go of
someone we care for very deeply when
we realize that person does not care
for us in the same way. Maybe it is
best to leave them remembering us with
whatever kind of feeling they do have
for us. It may not be possible to hide
our own deeper feelings for that
person, which could make their life
uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the
best gift we can give them because
they may realize how we feel, yet care
enough not to want to hurt us.

Even when we know a relationship is
not right, on both sides, or one
person has a doubt about it, it is
hard to let go of something that seems
secure. We often accept less than the
best because we can’t bear to let go.

There are occasions when we feel
something wonderful for someone, but
we don’t express it for fear of being
rejected. Sometimes our feelings will
be rejected. Yet, what if we withhold
it from the one person who could very
well be that One Special Someone in
our lives and they too have been
afraid to express their true feelings,
or don’t even realize their true
feelings yet! How sad that we may miss
The Best for fear of Letting Go of the
expression of those feelings.

Whatever the reason, or situation, it
is never easy Letting Go.