Me, Myself and I

Lagu inspirasiku buat masa ini

Trough the rain by Mariah Carey

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone

When keep crying out to be safe
but nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just
Can’t find your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I’ll live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain.

p/s: thank god i still got frens..i just wanna go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!..uwwaaaaaaa…

i’ve lost my notebook..just realized it last nite..tu pun sbb nak transfer gamba..cari2 tak jumpe..my sister thinks ‘they’ broke into our house thru the kitchen’s door…coz that nite i sleep in my sister’s room…i feel sad but couldn’t let it out..so i just said "takpela". Along was damn worried..i couldn’t sleep last nite..takut..This morning i sms-ed my sister, elly..told her about it..then i sms-ed mama n baba..at this point lah i almost cried..dlm lrt lak tuuu..rase terkilan lebey dari rase sedeyh kot.. smpt jugak perampok2 tu mencuri sblm kitorang pindah..bengang betul..ape2pun..syukur la kitorang ok…itu lagi penting…kan.  tp uWwaaaaaa!!!

it’s almost 6 pm..plan to go back after maghrib..nak settle2 keje sket..had a meeting just now..almost 3 hours..dahla sejuk meeting room tuu.. tp takpeeeeee..de sorang chinese guy ni..cute jugek..sat opposite me..so agakla kurang bosan..:p..bosan jek tgk dia..bosan jek tgk dia..ahahha..dia de trademark.. suke sebut "uh huh".."ah ha~"..hahaha..cute jer..ya ampun..harap2 dia takde friendster..maka dgn itu namanya dan companynya dirahsiakan..

well..lega sangat2..there’s no java..NO JAVA!!..hahahah..no programming at all i guess..cume learn how to use the product..belajo customize ikut keperluan company..it’s a 1 month project..tgh pk2 gak ni..the project is officially started today..so camne ngan training manual aku yg due lagi seminggu?..anyway, i’ll try my best la..insyaAllah..err..de sape2 nak tlg?? meh meh..i heard fifa outstation g pd wat testing..feeweet..leh berendam skali ek fifa??..ekkeke

hmm..my last weekend was quite fun..jumaat mlm g genting tgk "MYSTERIA"..magic show..boleh tahan la..best jugek..tp ade gak aa yg slack..malas nak citer.. :P.pastu smpi kl around 2.30 pg..then sleptover at lyna’s house..the next day pegi nilai 3..de pasar borong..giler byk berjalan..penat seyh..lyna survey barang kawennn..nope..bkn dia yg nak kawen..org laen..hahaha..amek2 gamba..pastu balek..pastu ari ahad lepak umahhhhh..smpi ptg..pastu boring..then along ajak g mines…survey harga hp utk elly..pastu tetibe along suggest tgk wayang-fast n furious-tokyo drift..show kol 9 full house..kalo de pun..tmpt duduk cacats..kau disana..aku disini?? haha..tak sanggup..maka stelah bermesyuarat..kitorang pun setuju nak tgk show pkl 11.20 mlm..bleh?? i wasn’t sure that i could stay awake at that time..tp bantai je la..kang kempunan laks akak eden tuu..dipendekkan cite…MOVIE TU BEST GILER..5 bintang utk anda…sayangnya.."han" mati dlm cite tu..okla..sebagai penutup..ku tujukan lagu ini buat han..tak kenal?? kalo nak kenal..pi tgk cite tokyo drift tu..must watch movie tu..tak tipuu :P..nah..lagu tema..haha..takde kene mengene ok…

KAU PERGI JUA

Wajahmu
Seindah serinya pelangi yang indah
Seharum mawar putih segar berkembang

Wajahmu
Mengapa sering terbayang di mataku
Sehingga terbawa di dalam mimpiku

Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci

Kau bunga
Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku

Korus:
Sayangnya
Harapan yang selama ini ku bawa
hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi

Kau pergi jua
Setelah cintaku kini membara
Belum sempat ku curahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali

Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci

Kau bunga
Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku
Wajahmu
Seindah serinya pelangi yang indah
Seharum mawar putih segar berkembang

Wajahmu
Mengapa sering terbayang di mataku
Sehingga terbawa di dalam mimpiku

Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci

Kau bunga
Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku

Korus:
Sayangnya
Harapan yang selama ini ku bawa
hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi

Kau pergi jua
Setelah cintaku kini membara
Belum sempat ku curahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali

Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci

Kau bunga
Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku

yang banyak keje,

Nana

bluwekssss betul lahhhhh… baru nak happy2 sbb almost weekend skali td dpt emel ckp isnin got meeting..i checked the receipient names…some unknown names and my 2 seniours.. i think it’s a new project la kot.. i’ve asked my boss what it’s all about..tp dia pon cam blur2 jek..tp sesungguhnye yg wat eden copot jantung sbb dia sebut java!!!!..why why why!!!.java=syed cosmo dan jugek musawwir….hahah..itu jek daku tau..kan fifa kann..huwaaa..nak nanges..i’m so damn nervous!! dah la documentation neh pun tak siap2 lagi..

whatever it is..i hope i’m going to enjoy the magic show tonite..gong wif lyna..kekure n lyna’s fren..kat genting..tp tonite juge balek..tomorrow prolly going to nilai…that’s what we plan la..eh..i wanna watch tokyo drift la..and black nite..cam best jek!!..jom la along!!..okla..it’s almost five..smyg japs..purak2 kerja japs n then going back!

p/s: i prefer myspace’s blog tp maispes tu sgt la weng..apsalla kat opis ni susah nak bukak inbox..nak tules blog..warghh..tensi!!

outta here

yang nervous,

Nana

aiseyh…today i’m full with emotion..sampai agak terganggu keje..sedeyh n rase bersalah..now i know why tak elok berchatting semasa keje..kite selalu chat suke2 jek..gelak2..kukikkukikk..but sumtimes kalau chat serious2 yg agak menyentuh perasaan(chewahh)..mengalir gak aa air mata..dah la bos eden dok depan je ni..seb baek ade blok yg menghadang..disamping bekalan tisu yg cukup..hahahah..this month quite tough for me la…ade jek problem..but luckily i’ve managed to handle it..i really really hope that everything’s gonna be fine..smooth..takde mslh..

yang masih rasa bersalah,

Nana

terimalah lagu tema hari ini..bad day~..tepuk2 tangan..kekeek

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

ahahha..title cam hape jek..guwe tengah tensi..deadline dia bg singkat sgt ah..ingat kite robocop ke..fifaaaaaaaaaaaaa..tolongggg..hahahahhah..gilo gilo..saje melepaskan geram..

yg bernama,

Nana

warghhhh..lega~..inilah gara2 penipuan telah berlaku pada separuh masa pertama..hahahah..hati tak tenang…sape yg tau tu taula..sape yg taktau tu..tayahla tau..hehehe..yg penting eden rase lega…so tunggu ape laie..mari balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

yg kalau boleh takmo tipu,

Nana

You took your love away, too fast
Love, no chance to say look back
And now I know the truth,
It make, its easier
Maybe when time goes by,
I’ll understand

Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself,
That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, Look deep inside.
I run away

You threw it all away
So blind
You pushed me far from you,
In your life.
Now I know the tears,
Won’t lead to loneliness
Maybe when time goes by,
I’ll understand

Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself,
That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, Look deep inside.
I run away

Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself,
That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, Look deep inside.
I run away

Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself,
That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, Look deep inside.
I run away

huwarghh..akhirnye..tergerak jugak hatiku utk membuat posting disini..walaupun dah lame wujud blog friendster neh..hehehe..

errr..itu jehh utk hari ini..saje testing dikala ujan lebat..kilat memancar2..kekekeke

daaaa